A year ago, this was my little man...
And here he was this morning...
It's so crazy how much he's changed in a year. I feel like it's going by so quickly. I'm starting to get more and more comments that "it's time to add a new baby". No, no its not.
Lukas may not be a "baby" anymore, but I'm not ready to increase our roost to six. (The dog and cat count.) He's in this amazing stage and I want to keep all my attention on him for a while longer.
He's so silly and likes playing "jokes". He starts to hand you something (toy, cracker, sock) and then when you reach for it, he pulls it back and starts giggling. His laugh is infectious.
When he wakes up in the morning, he's begun singing in his crib. He just lays on his back staring at the walls and sings. I find myself staring at the monitor just watching him with a big smile on my face. (He jumps up the minute he hears his door open, so I can't sneak in and watch him in person.)
He loves books. Mr. Cob and I keep catching him sitting in his room flipping through books one page at a time. Hopefully this love will continue and he'll enjoy reading his whole life.
He gives kisses and hugs. But he also likes to run free and won't let you hold him if he doesn't want to be held. But he always "checks in" with us every few minutes and then is off running around again.
In a word, he's simply happy.
I also have a hard time believing I've been a mom for a year (and some change). In many ways, it feels like I've been doing this for much longer; in others, it's clear I'm still "new" at it.
Striking a balance between work, life, and family is a struggle most days. I think balance is the wrong word and I've stopped really trying to strive for it since it's rare that the stars align and everything goes perfectly in one day.
And I do love being a mom. I love being Lukas' mom and hearing him say "mama" when he sees me. I love his slobbery kisses. I love watching him grow and learn new things every day. I love watching him as he takes in the world and is mesmerized by things that don't cause me to think twice. I love rocking him to sleep every night before bed and having dance parties with him in the mornings.
I am blessed beyond belief.
And in this week of Thanksgiving, I am so thankful to have this little man in my life.
What a happy baby! I love how much you love being a mama. :) And I'm thankful for you and for our friendship! Hope y'all have a good Thanksgiving!
ReplyDeleteKristin